Only there i stood. nothing more to say but my eyes were the only ones speaking.

How dare you do that? madness, stillness, foolishnesses….
thoughts and feelings are those only controlled by hate and nothing that i have never felt. Why?
I cant breath now and my chest begins to hurt. why why why

Why am i being overtaking and breaking me down.
I cant see this for this is what hurts deep inside.
I have to let go.

So i pretend am cool and wear this disguise,
When at night i just want to turn off the lights,
and deep down inside…just cry.

Sometimes the letting go is the best part.