• Leaving is Hard….Surviving is HARDER

    [youtube=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5b0humG6Gss] Sometimes the ends dont justify the means….letting go is hard.

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  • $20 worth of Karma

    Have you ever heard the saying – “Karma is a bitch?”  – Well let me tell you, Karma is a bitch. As I got off the train today I noticed I did not have my usual $2 for coffee and bagel from the cart guy in the corner.  I headed towards the bank.  While there

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  • Excitame

    Que es lo que seria si aunque no te tengo Que es lo que sentiria, aunque no lo pretendo Con tus besos y mirada, que sera lo que siento Excitame con tus dulces cariños, ahora y por todo tiempo

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  • One to many

    Needless to say that my train ride to day was rather interesting. As I sometimes do some morning, when i do not attend the gym, i woke up nearly 15 minutes before i had to leave home. I got read, kissed my dog and headed out. Upon arriving to the train station i noticed the

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  • A morning thought

    Do you ever wonder what it felt like to just go back…back to when things didnt really seem to have much gravity? When all your worries didnt seem to be that big and clarity is all you had. To a moment in time where problems, worries, arguments, discussions, politics, bullshit…just simply left out on a

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  • The greatest

    The greatest achievement is selflessness. The greatest worth is self-mastery. The greatest quality is seeking to serve others. The greatest precept is continual awareness. The greatest medicine is the emptiness of everything. The greatest action is not conforming with the worlds ways. The greatest magic is transmuting the passions. The greatest generosity is non-attachment. The

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  • let it go

    Only there i stood. nothing more to say but my eyes were the only ones speaking. How dare you do that? madness, stillness, foolishnesses…. thoughts and feelings are those only controlled by hate and nothing that i have never felt. Why? I cant breath now and my chest begins to hurt. why why why Why

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  • a misunderstanding

    Have you ever wondered when something comes out of your mouth, how someone might interpret it? I found myself in an argument today and half way through it I realized that we were both saying the exact same thing! Webster defines “misunderstanding” as -“a failure to understand or interpret correctly. A disagreement or argument.” dido.

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  • Death bed confession

    I could feel the wet sponge moisten my head. The water dripped slowly down my face. The drops remind me of May 11, 1998 when I proposed to my wife. It was a hot summer day in May. The rain fell on our heads while we ran laughing, seeking shelter. “I will love you forever,”

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